Did I cheat? I feel pretty bad… :(?

Okay, here’s whats up. I met this guy last week named Eric, and we really seemed to hit it off, and we talked about it, and he is very focused on school(he is in his last year at a University), and career, he Dj’s part-time at some local hot spots here in town. Well, there was this bartender at my fav. bar in town that had been eyeing me, and the same for me, and last night he was super huggy/kissy with me, and kept leaving his bar to come around when it would slow down. Well, I wasn’t exactly the most sober person in the world, and I ended up sleeping with him. I woke up, and I felt like death. My heart just sunk in my chest, and I have been breaking down about it all day. I’m very honest, and cannot keep secrets. I told Eric that I messed with someone, and he is being super distant. What does this mean? I mean, he made it clear that he wanted to take things slow, and that he wanted to just get to know me more first, what do I do? What can I do to make this right? I feel horrible! :(

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